In the struggle

Jesus, there is a struggle in me.  Light is taking its place and darkness is calling, “come back to me”.

Light is simply saying, “darkness is not a part of you.”  While darkness cries, “come back. Come back into my shadows”.

I say:

I am a child of God

I am justified

I am a chosen friend of Jesus Christ

I am hidden with Christ in God

I am united with God and His light is in me

I am part of the body of Christ

I am a saint

I have been adopted as God’s child

I have access to God through the Holy Spirit

and I can cry out for more light in me

I am redeemed and forgiven

I am complete

Not always mature

But I am complete.

Father I need help. I need help so that your light sticks to me. I need help eating it. I need help finding joy. I need help finding your light in side of me. I need help.  Release the unreleased gifts and blessings from one hundred generations of those who believed.